Farewell, 4th Exit Productions!
Bye-bye, 4th Exit!
I'm not gonna lie, when I say I will not miss this production group. We had a crap ton of problems among each other and with each other as well.
I am happy all of this has come to an end and for the next semester I am already in a group consisted of people I actually want to work with a lot. Not just because I never worked with them before. And this time the people want to work with me too.
I have definitely learned a lot about myself in these past few months in this group. But I also learned something about others. About myself I learned that I need to be more of a grown up and adult (especially when I need to deal with people who are much older than me and are not grown up at all), but at the same time not take shit from them. I am not a person who takes shit from people who I don't respect. And right of the bat I can say, Maria has never done anything to earn my respect, so there is no way for me to respect her. Ever. I don't care who she is or she's come from.
Another thing I've learned were many technical skills in editing, which makes me content, because I know VERY well that 18% There was not without mistakes (by far not!!!) but I can be proud of a piece of work that I have learned so much on, can't I? Many people were saying it wasn't good and some were probably lying straight into my face when they told me it was good. But at least this time around I know I've done all that I've known how to do and could possibly do in my skill-set. And this time around I am only 18% ashamed of my work, because I have spotted even more mistakes watching it on big screen that I could've fixed. But this is all a learning process that I accept.
So farewell 4th Exit Productions, I came, I've seen, I've learned and I'm leaving! HAPPILY!!!
-Michaela
