Crying

I was taught to smile a lot. So I do.

I was taught to not cry in public. So I don't.

I was taught to be my best self. So I am.

Sometimes I break my rules.

Yesterday I cried in the tube to work and from work. To be honest I didn't want to do it, but it somehow just came to me. There is a realization that hit home and it was like a bullet in the spine, but today I woke up and I knew everything is moving on and I'm starting to feel better. I don't want to cry anymore and I won't.

I'm over this shit in my life.

I'm not saying I will never cry again, because that would be the biggest lie in the world ever said. More than the lies Trum and Clinton said in their whole lives. But...

I'm over this shit.

I don't want to be in this situation anymore, so I'm getting out. And thanks to one song I realized it was time to get out of this ridiculous loop, where I got stupidly stuck. I think we all need a song in our life that changes it from a time to time.

So I think if you want to cry, you should. If you want to smile, you should. If you feel like laughing, do it. And if you feel like shit about something, do it; but only for a bit - like 30 minutes max, and then just smile.

Some things are worth crying over for a bit, but then grow a pair (or not if you're girl, cause that would be just akward) and put your makeup back on!

-Misha