Music video is finished (production update)

I'm quite afraid to say anything about the music video I directed to be completely honest. I did such I a shit job that I don't even want to put my name on it. I'm ashamed of the music video I as a director worked on, but hey isn't uni the place for mistakes? Isn't this the place where we are supposed to learn?

So why was I the only director who was made to stand up in front of the whole class (which is like 50ish people and it did not help by the way) and say that I did a shit job and that I'm not proud at the very freaking least?

Yeah, thanks Eddie for helping my depression attack me again. I couldn't sleep last night, thinking. Almost having another freaking panic attack. Thanks for almost making me cry in front of the whole class. I held it in though, which I'm proud of, because not so long ago I told myself I will not let another *ehm* make me cry. I've had enough of these people in my life, dude. I don't need your shit to bring me down. I realize my mistakes okay? I don't need to freaking stand up, dude!

Anyway, back to the actual production update~

Today was our debrief. Guess who turned out 20 minutes late and wasn't even sorry about it? Guess who acted like a dick throughout the whole production and kept breaking that "Don't be a dick" thing that we all signed? Guess who actually even admitted to being a dick at the beginning of the term?

If you guessed Maria, you guessed right. And the things what she told Anny about us definitely not having a single say in the adaptation production just makes me angry even more. We are a production group and we are supposed to work together but she makes it quite impossible. She's taking her toll on us just because we didn't want to go with her idea about a missing cat. She's just too much and I don't really want to work with her. I actually don't want to work with her at all. But in the end there are thing in life we have to do even if we don't like them.

I guess I will just somehow go through the whole process with her again and I have a strange feeling it will be even worse the next time around.

(below there is a gallery with my sketch like storyboards and floor plans)