What to do?

Ever since I came to uni, I've been meeting people, who know exactly what they want to do after they graduate. Director, producer, DoP, editor, etc. People know what they want.

And then there's me.

I don't know what I want to do. I thought I would want to be a director, but in the end it doesn't attract me as much as it did when I started out. I thought I could be an editor, but then I thought about it again and came to the conclusion that I don't really want to sit in front of a computer screen for countless hours (probably) daily, plus I'm not really talented in editing, even though I am a fast learner. And about 20 different thoughts about 20 different roles.

Basically I have been asking myself what to do pretty much everyday. The thing is, my parents keep telling me to just go day by day however I feel like not knowing my future is what mostly triggers my panic attacks and depressive states.

I hope to figure my life out by the time I graduate...

-Michaela